In memory of Willy
Monday, July 23rd, 2007My dog died today. To be more specific, he was euthanized by a vet. I have really mixed feelings about this, because I am very anti-death penalty; and until today I was of the strong opinion that it’s better to let someone (or some dog, in this case) die naturally instead of forcing it prematurely. But Willy had not been well for some time, and apparently he had liver cancer. I’m not going to go into detail about what he looked like in his last moments, but let me just say that it looked that this was the end and there was nothing else that could be done.
Enough of the sadness of today; what are some of my good Willy memories? In his younger days he loved to lie on his back (with his belly facing up), and have people scratch his stomach. After we scratched it for several minutes he’d roll over to signify that it was time for us to stop.
He also would jump up on the dining-room table (or smaller tables as well), considerable jumps for a smallish dog, to grab tidbits of food left unattended. For example, I remember that at one point we left an entire pizza on the table that we’d ordered from some place, and then left the room for some period of time. When we came back the pizza was gone, and Willy was on the table. A more dangerous version of this scenario was when there were candles on the table as well as food: He’d try to eat the food, but then almost set fire to himself by walking to close to the candles. (Maybe even on top of them at some point; I forget.)
When we first took him home with us from the pet rescue agency, he would spend a lot of time sleeping on our beds. As he grew older and unable to make the jump up to the beds, he would sleep on the floor just beside the beds. I took a nap this evening, after the deed had been done, and then when I awoke found myself subconsciously checking for Willy at the foot of my bed — after all, I wouldn’t want to step on him as I got out of bed… I’ll really miss him! Whenever I (or anyone else in the family for that matter) was visibly sad, he would come over and be with whoever it was. Even when nobody was sad, he would often spontaneously drink lots of extra water from his water bowl so he could have a surplus to lick us with.
You should’ve seen his face (and who knows; you might have). It always resembled to me that of an English gentleman’s, not that I really had any idea what that meant. Really dignified. If you look at most dogs’ faces, they all really have a common shape/look. Willy’s was unique. That face made it really easy to think of him as not just any dog, but a person, odd as that may sound. I know that we still had to feed him dog food etc., and he spoke through barks and growls if at all; but he had a very unique personality.
He was with us for a little over seven years; since roughly February 1999. He became an integral part of the family; and he will be missed.